Syzygy

Bonjour!
neesa.19.malaysia :)

i am taken by this guy.he is my lovely dragon
Mr.Geraldsent Ryan Gimus
okay..i'm sorry
i shouldn't cry at you like..but i just can't stand it.. sorry 
95 % i cant hold it in..but this one sorry i can't..


i just can't accept the fact you gone :(
 he was just to young to leave this world..

Daniell J. Micheal


he died last week due to an infection..first he said that he did not feel well..after that the doctor said he will not able to walk...after a few day he told that he can't breath and send to the hospital and died after that..he was just 17 and soon to be 18 this November.. :( i pray that he will place with the angels..amin  may your soul rest in peace DJ.. :') 


 




it's animal
that's toothless.. 
it was it's name because it does not have any teeth..
okay the reason i combine this picture is because i found that we had some common feature XD..

last year i was called DRAGON..because of my weirdness and strength 
it was DEX,PIUS.AMIN.and ED fault...they are the one who give that name for me..
i really found this picture funny..and yes i miss my DRAGOM! :(
DEX.RAXE.AMIN.GERALD.ODEE.MAXGERALD
huuu.. :'(

gerald.mark.cavine.raxe.odee.badrul

odee.me.gary,dex.ed

zul.odee.gary.dex.ed.amin

ed.me.gerald

i miss you guys :'(

yes they are hot! XD yet.gerald.dex.odee

the 2 Y..yet.yea


i really want to meet them and having fun with them :)


rabbit :3



last time i'm being a DOG..today i'm being a RABBIT  hihih <3 





'anna'
i had 'anna' for a very long time. this is the first time i tell about 'anna'. it surely had a very specific name but i prefer 'anna' because this name seems stronger than the original name. so...i had 'anna' for more than 3 years. i had to live with it but i never want to tell anyone about it until today. 'anna' is getting stronger day by day. good job 'anna'.soon it'll take over me :), and i'll accept that fact. i never think 'anna' as a burden. it just act as spice of life. i know 'anna' never lies but i do. every time i lied 'anna' will tell me i shouldn't do that. but sometime we had to lie for our own good. for the first year, 'anna' visit me rarely. after 18 month, 'anna' say hi to e every week. after 2 years knowing 'anna'. our bond getting stronger,because it visit me 3 time in 2 days.i enjoy it's visit but sometime i don't. when it almost 3 years, 'anna' visit me every night. i had to admit it was a nuisance starting from that moment but i had to endure it. luckily i've endure it. i never blame anyone for letting 'anna' came to me. i know 'anna' is against me. i know it was my fate to had 'anna'. it's job happen to be un-like-able. but i don't give a damn :). i do not remember when 'anna' started to visit me for every 2 hour in a day..and it visit me everyday. but i had to live with it. i don't care. i accept 'anna'. there's nothing can separate 'anna' and me. i'm sorry, i refuse any help. 'anna' really wakes me up a long time ago, so i don't mind if it will put me to sleep.

(for person named anna..sincere apologies from me. i don't have any intention to relate you in this post thank you)

it was awesome :)

i made this for him. :)....
and then he sent me a mms that really make me..go lalalalalala..my ear red and make me want to run to him and kiss him :) 

the picture really make my day..i love you geraldsent  :) a lot!!!!!

i want to tell you by..i really love it when you sing to me "your guardian angel" it's really make me sleep :*

lalalalalalala i love you juta juta buah!!! kalah all star kn...

xoxo~!

what a day
i really don't give a damn right now for anything that happens around me..if my mum babbling blablabla..i'll just be relax and play around..well that's my anger management i guess. =,='

i borrowed the form 5 literature component from my cousin..it was surprisingly enjoy-able...i was known as a sleepy reader..i would sleep if the book bore me...but this novel "Kabus Di Perbukitan" really interesting...as i want to sleep the book was on my hand and i keep glancing it and read it instead of sleeping at last i sleep with the book on my hand..yes it's interesting for a beginner readers, it's quite mysterious,sad,touching and in one word awesome :D..

i went for my uncle's kenduri again tonight...this night is the 6th night so tomorrow will be the last..it was kenduri arwah..for my late grandmother,it was actually my cousin grandma. i lost my grandparent long time ago :)..kinda miss them :'(...as usuall i was the person who got surrounded by all the kids..i was known as the nanny in my family..and i'm proud of it :P...i'm easy to get along with kids..

as i'm talking about kids,i giggle a lil...i remember he said to me that he love kids especially lil girl while me love lil boys..haha..XD...awww i miss you syg.sweetheart.intan payung.baby.husband.darling..you my everything and yes i'll keep my promise to you GERALDSENT RYAN! 

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