i had 'anna' for a very long time. this is the first time i tell about 'anna'. it surely had a very specific name but i prefer 'anna' because this name seems stronger than the original name. so...i had 'anna' for more than 3 years. i had to live with it but i never want to tell anyone about it until today. 'anna' is getting stronger day by day. good job 'anna'.soon it'll take over me :), and i'll accept that fact. i never think 'anna' as a burden. it just act as spice of life. i know 'anna' never lies but i do. every time i lied 'anna' will tell me i shouldn't do that. but sometime we had to lie for our own good. for the first year, 'anna' visit me rarely. after 18 month, 'anna' say hi to e every week. after 2 years knowing 'anna'. our bond getting stronger,because it visit me 3 time in 2 days.i enjoy it's visit but sometime i don't. when it almost 3 years, 'anna' visit me every night. i had to admit it was a nuisance starting from that moment but i had to endure it. luckily i've endure it. i never blame anyone for letting 'anna' came to me. i know 'anna' is against me. i know it was my fate to had 'anna'. it's job happen to be un-like-able. but i don't give a damn :). i do not remember when 'anna' started to visit me for every 2 hour in a day..and it visit me everyday. but i had to live with it. i don't care. i accept 'anna'. there's nothing can separate 'anna' and me. i'm sorry, i refuse any help. 'anna' really wakes me up a long time ago, so i don't mind if it will put me to sleep.

(for person named anna..sincere apologies from me. i don't have any intention to relate you in this post thank you)